My mother in law used to send my son handwritten cards and letters, nothing long
or elaborate. He always got a kick out of them and we saved them.
Recently we found the bundle and gave it to him to look at. He was
tickled, but then said, “I can’t read cursive.” Perhaps he could if he
had a bit of time to puzzle it out, but at first glance it may as well
have been Arabic to him. It’s true, they no longer teach cursive
writing as a skill any more. Gone are the days when I grew up and
learned block printing in the First Grade and cursive in the Second, and
then endless excercise books for practice. Somewhere in the third
grade I started writing with the locker style, against the grain of what
I was taught in school.
Starting in the upper grades of high
school, I began to experiment with calligraphy. I loved the different
ways a nib would leave it’s mark on the paper. I dabbled with this for
years, finally giving my pens to my son. He loved doing it. A little
bit, but other things took over and the books and practice papers are
now in my desk, unused. The shame of it all, my career where I lettered
drawings neatly for years, left me without the motor memory to write in
cursive anymore.
I still write in my notebooks. These will
outlast me, and I considered relearning the skills of writing in cursive
just for this purpose. I thought better of it, since those who will
come across them aren’t likely to be able to read them easily if I did
so.
I had difficulty reading the Declaration of Independence, but
only because of the lower case second s in a word that looks like an f
that someone got the bottom backwards. But that only took a few seconds
to adjust my mind. What flabbergasts me, is the future generations
that will not be able to read historical documents, whether of national
significance or the love letters sent from their grandparents to each
other.
I dabble a bit in making fountain pens. Other kinds,
also. I give these away to special friends. The most frequent question
I get back is “How do I put ink in it?” Some simply are more honest
and thank me profusely for the beautiful object and admit they have
never written with one, nor will they attempt it. Its a collectors
item. But then, I have pens from three generations back, so I’m a
collector also.
There is something magic in a handwritten letter
or note. It captures the bit that the modern methods of communicating
lack. I fear we’ll soon lose that, also. The immediacy of email
quickly worked its way into our lives, and I doubt if I would
communicate one tenth the amount I do if I didn’t use it. I do, however
cajole a few of my friends to send me handwritten notes which I save
and treasure. Why? One of them said it best I think. “There’s a
little bit of my soul hidden away in your desk.”
That's what's missing.
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Set a Course and Go
Sometimes you come to a fork in the road. You have to take a chance.
A younger friend of mine just quit a job she didn’t really like, put most of her belongings in storage and set off to sail around for a while with her boyfriend. He was a new boyfriend, not some long term significant other. It reminded me a lot of the book and movie, Castaway, or Lin and Larry Purdy. A couple off for adventure together, and they’d get to know each other in the process, rather than the other way around, spending years to get to know each other, then going off on an adventure, or even a long vacation. Somehow, it seems a better way to do things. She went “All in”, risked what she had in order to search for what she might find. She might find herself, or lose herself, or lose herself to find herself. But sometimes, it seems to get you where you should be in life much quicker and doesn’t leave you with years and years behind you wondering why not?
I recently had a situation of my own that required me to go all in. A long term relationship had changed. Friends for a year, recently we deepened that relationship and added an intimate D/s element to it. But something changed between us, tempers flared, nasty words were exchanged. In three weeks it was over. We tried to patch things back to being “just friends”. That lead to cycles of closeness, then withdrawal. Our friendship was stuck on an endless air fluff tumble dry cycle, not heat, not going anywhere, but constant agitation. Perhaps it might be that we, meaning I, didn’t give it time to develop, to morph, to change back or forward. I can lack patience with things that stalemate in an unpleasant cycle, and I wasn’t able to see any difference, any change in anything in a couple of months. Endless near arguments and apologies.
Finally, after a day of quiet and no contact I decided that, for me at least, no contact at all was better than the bickering. So I went all in. Bet the farm. All or nothing. I expected nothing, I got nothing. No blame to be assigned. Am I happier? I don’t know. I am more at peace, but still wondering, as I guess I will always wonder.
Update: I wonder less now. As a peace settles without the threat of temper tantrums, I find I'm happier.
A younger friend of mine just quit a job she didn’t really like, put most of her belongings in storage and set off to sail around for a while with her boyfriend. He was a new boyfriend, not some long term significant other. It reminded me a lot of the book and movie, Castaway, or Lin and Larry Purdy. A couple off for adventure together, and they’d get to know each other in the process, rather than the other way around, spending years to get to know each other, then going off on an adventure, or even a long vacation. Somehow, it seems a better way to do things. She went “All in”, risked what she had in order to search for what she might find. She might find herself, or lose herself, or lose herself to find herself. But sometimes, it seems to get you where you should be in life much quicker and doesn’t leave you with years and years behind you wondering why not?
I recently had a situation of my own that required me to go all in. A long term relationship had changed. Friends for a year, recently we deepened that relationship and added an intimate D/s element to it. But something changed between us, tempers flared, nasty words were exchanged. In three weeks it was over. We tried to patch things back to being “just friends”. That lead to cycles of closeness, then withdrawal. Our friendship was stuck on an endless air fluff tumble dry cycle, not heat, not going anywhere, but constant agitation. Perhaps it might be that we, meaning I, didn’t give it time to develop, to morph, to change back or forward. I can lack patience with things that stalemate in an unpleasant cycle, and I wasn’t able to see any difference, any change in anything in a couple of months. Endless near arguments and apologies.
Finally, after a day of quiet and no contact I decided that, for me at least, no contact at all was better than the bickering. So I went all in. Bet the farm. All or nothing. I expected nothing, I got nothing. No blame to be assigned. Am I happier? I don’t know. I am more at peace, but still wondering, as I guess I will always wonder.
Update: I wonder less now. As a peace settles without the threat of temper tantrums, I find I'm happier.
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Good Morning
"Good Morning"
Two words that can be meaningless and tossed out without thought or meaning anytime , although they are most effectively said before Noon, to anyone, anywhere. You may actually wish the person a good morning, it may just be a greeting, or a substitute for “Hi.” Not much more than the greeting on being introduced “How do you do?”. You don’t care, it’s just something you say to be polite.
But what of it’s omission? What happens when we fail to say “good morning” or some other simple phrase to greet or acknowledge the other person? It’s omission can mean far more in context than it’s inclusion.
For instance, I was recently having a conversation with a friend that spanned two days. The previous day had been about that person and another. When the morning arrived, my friend started in with rapid abandon with the news that they had been contacted by the friend they thought was mad at them and some emails had been delayed, blah blah blah, rolling on through email and text messages about the friend.
Somewhere during that whole thing I wondered: Do they give a rats ass about me?
As simple good morning somewhere in there could have signified they did, as meaningless as those words really are. Such a simple greeting can change the entire cadence feel of a conversation. Take the time to use one.
Two words that can be meaningless and tossed out without thought or meaning anytime , although they are most effectively said before Noon, to anyone, anywhere. You may actually wish the person a good morning, it may just be a greeting, or a substitute for “Hi.” Not much more than the greeting on being introduced “How do you do?”. You don’t care, it’s just something you say to be polite.
But what of it’s omission? What happens when we fail to say “good morning” or some other simple phrase to greet or acknowledge the other person? It’s omission can mean far more in context than it’s inclusion.
For instance, I was recently having a conversation with a friend that spanned two days. The previous day had been about that person and another. When the morning arrived, my friend started in with rapid abandon with the news that they had been contacted by the friend they thought was mad at them and some emails had been delayed, blah blah blah, rolling on through email and text messages about the friend.
Somewhere during that whole thing I wondered: Do they give a rats ass about me?
As simple good morning somewhere in there could have signified they did, as meaningless as those words really are. Such a simple greeting can change the entire cadence feel of a conversation. Take the time to use one.
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