My sub, my muse

Second in a series about what I get from being an online Dom.

I’m putting together a volume of my writing from and about different times in my life, mostly vignettes, short pieces,  to give a bit of a flavor of what my life was like.  Why?  Because I so wish I had something like that from more of my ancestors.  I do have one poem written by my great grandfather to my great grandmother by way of an apology.  I have no idea what he did, what month or year it was, but it was written on Wednesday night.  I also have a memoir written by my Aunt about her younger years.  Fascinating to me, if no one else.  In this volume I’m including the poetry I’ve written at different times in my life.  The writing coincides with the times in my life when I was most in love; when I had a muse.  Some of it is really awful, but I’m including it anyway.

That’s another reward to having a sub that’s dedicated to me.  She inspires feelings deep within me that bubble up in creative passions.  I feel better then, colors are brighter, skies clearer, skin softer, eyes sparkle more.  I have to write and make other small efforts at creativity.

Why

Several times the question when discussing online Domination and submission the question has come up, “What’s in it for you?”  Sometimes it’s phrased differently, sometimes it’s only a topic broached on a glancing blow from another topic of discussion, like “what are your needs?” These questions have actually made me pause and stop and try and figure this out on more than a superficial level; to look deeply into myself and ask why I do this, why am I here?  So, you, dear reader will be subjected to my various ramblings on this and other things.